The essence of their day-to-day process is not going to be colored as struggle, because if they put their body to work, then they give themselves something to struggle with. Just as breathing is so important to the individual process on the emotional side, exercise is extraordinarily important to people on the splenic side, but exercise to music.

It’s one of those things that if you’re going to go jogging, and you’re a 28-38, take your Walkman with you. Jog to the music. You’ll find that you can run longer, that you breathe better, and that you feel better. That’s one of the reasons why the 28-38 can be the greatest of all dancing gates; can be. These can also be people, by the way, who absolutely refuse to dance—the moodiness of the individual process. But this is a great dancing gate. This whole channel. You can see the dervish here sometimes.

We tend to get caught up in word prejudice. Channel of Struggle. And we tend to think of that as being, well, not nice. But, of course, it’s an absolutely essential ingredient. My knowing. I know a lot. I don’t have to reveal any of it. I’m a pure integration individual, backed up with an individual Ego. I don’t have to tell anybody anything. I went through most of my life not informing people at all. The moment I had my disappearance, I disappeared into 28-38 land.

And 28-38’s are infuriating if you’re a 20-10-57 like me, because, you see, they don’t let go and they say to you, “How do you know?” And you tell them that you don’t want to tell them now. They will fight with you. They will struggle with you. They will force you to tell them what you know, until they get to a point where they either reject it or not. Whatever the case may be, but they force you.

All the tribal people loved my energy. Loved the feeling of the voice energy that they could get through contact with me, but the 28-38’s, they turned me into a teacher of Human Design. They forced me to explain my knowing to them. They forced me to care that it was important for me to explain my knowing to them. Now, of course, half of them were deaf to it. You know, what to do. Nonetheless, they forced me to do that.

~ Ra Uru Hu