I did a lecture yesterday evening on a sex and love and the true self.  Talking about love and what it is to be a nine-centered being.  Love is about awareness.  We are here to commune with each other.  We’re here to deliver our lines really well to the other.  It’s what we’re all about.  And everything about the perfection process, everything about what it means to be a true nine-centered being is that ultimately our minds are here to release our unique awareness.  It’s what we lack in this life, after all.

The homogenized world is very dull.  And the conversations of the homogenized world are always wrapped up in lies.  They’re always wrapped up in the dilemma that when the mind is both inner and outer authority it cannot help but lie, because it’s constantly protecting itself.  It’s constantly limiting what it says or the way it says it because it’s calculating what that information will do and what impact that information will have when its released.  The mental decision not to say certain things or to say certain things in a certain way in order to protect the possibility of what one thinks one is going to be able to do and so forth and so on.

The moment that you’re really living correctly is the moment that you have the potential to truly release your unique awareness.  It is ultimately what we’re all about.  It’s ultimately what this knowledge is all about.  This is what awakening is.  To be an awakened being is to be a being that is no longer absorbed in the mental trip of trying to keep all the balls in the air.  This is just what awakening is.  The balls will stay in the air anyway.  You don’t have to worry about it.

I like to physically juggle.  It’s an interesting thing.  When you first learn how to juggle you get caught up in the mind.  The mind is seriously involved in trying to see where everything is and trying to adjust and all of these things.  And then suddenly you get to this point where, like riding a bicycle, that you don’t think about it at all.  You realize the form principle can well look after it.  And while you’re juggling you can do other things mentally.

~ Ra Uru Hu