I have mentioned throughout our process the importance of recognizing that living out your design according to your Type is healthy for you. It brings you your natural well-being and it brings you exactly what is correct for your body. Nowhere is that more true than in the 46-29 and in the way in which it operates in the world. You see, that love of the body, any lack of love of the body will distort the body physically. Any lack of love of the body will distort the body physically.

The distortion of the body begins in the liver and it is out of the liver that the body can be distorted permanently for life. One of the few areas of our body that does not replicate every seven years is certain kinds of liver cells that stay alive for your whole lifetime.

The fact is that the moment you do not accept the inherent beauty of your body, if you do not accept that being in an experience in the moment is all there is, that’s the moment you begin to distort your body.

I have seen so many 46-29s who do not have their body. They have a distorted body. And one of the things to recognize about honoring the generative capacity, the Generator Type of this, is that that condition, first of all, is eliminated in children, and can be slowly over seven years mostly corrected in adults.

It’s one of the things to recognize that each design has an absolutely perfect body—each design. And the closer you come to living out your nature, the closer you’re going to come to seeing the transition in your physical form because it will correspond to that. How many Generators make up their minds that they’re going to eat? It’s endless.

To live out what is truly yourself is to have the physical vehicle that belongs to you. Most of us get these vehicles and then we start adding things. Trailers in the back. Carrying cases on the top. We pack on all this stuff and carry it around as baggage. It doesn’t belong to us, doesn’t belong to our vehicle and this is the whole thing about the correct commitment, because I want you to understand how that works physically.

It’s all about the proper use of energy. If you’re not living out your Type, if you’re a Generator who’s not waiting to respond, it means you’re using your energy indiscriminately in things that are not productive. You end up changing your metabolism. You’re using energy in a way that you’re not designed to use it, so you change your metabolism. You need more food, for example, or you need richer food, and yet your body isn’t designed to be able to burn that. It’s just you trying to be a conditioned Manifestor that does that. So you put all that stuff into your body and your body cannot process it. And it’s all because you’re using your energy incorrectly. It works the other way, not being able to eat. It works the other way.

It’s so important to understand that if you’re using your energy properly, your metabolism will work properly. The Generator needs to apply its energy specifically to things that it responds to. In that response, it is using the energy properly and every Generator knows that in the moment they can use their energy effectively and properly, they feel terrific. They feel terrific. It’s good for them and then they don’t have to deal with the distortion in their form.

The other thing is that because the 46 is the lead hexagram of the whole splenic process, that love of the body is couched with a deep fear. I want you to remember that everything in Design is dualistic. Love of the body is the hatred of the body, the love of self is the hatred of self, the love of humanity is the hatred of humanity, the universal love is the hatred of God and the universe. Those polarities are in each of those four gates of love. That 46th gate is terrified of letting go in the experience. Do you understand? It’s afraid—it’s afraid.

What happens then is that it’s the mind that simply takes over, or if they’re emotional, the emotional system takes over. Whatever the case may be. And this incredible capacity to really be in form. After all, the 46th gate is a doorway to being awake. At the moment one sees that life is to be surrendered to totally,—if you have the 46-29, unless you’re a god damn saint, you’re going to suffer. Unless you’re like the greatest of the holy ones, you’re going to suffer because the only thing you can do with the 46-29 is let go. Don’t interfere. Let go. Deal with it later—deal with it later. Later comes the clarity.

~ Ra Uru Hu