I’ve brought out creative material at the time, something unique, and then after that was over, I divorced them and then I went into absurd withdrawal.  Here I am.  We follow our patterns.  And the sooner you grasp that, the more relaxed you become.  You see, that’s what I like about Human Design, it makes you very calm inside.  You don’t have to be calm outside.  We all have our Designs.  We all have our personalities.  We all have our trips.  It’s about the calm that’s inside.  You see, I know the patterns are there.  I know that I can’t do anything about that.  You know, what to do.  They’re there.  And I am not only caught in them, I am them.  I’m of it.  I’m an aspect of the pattern itself.  I’m a pattern within a pattern.  There’s nothing to be done.  And of course in that, it’s very relaxing.

I know that the wheel is turning and I know I’m going through all of these various stages.  They’re just programs.  And if you can only cleanse yourself of your vanity and see that you’re not the captain of the ship.  Most of us are just stowaways.  Hiding in the backseat.

~ Ra Uru Hu