“I wanted to use the opportunity to thank you for the course, for the carefully measured delivery of material – it did feel just right, not overwhelmingly poured on us, but just the right amount. I really like your teaching style, resonates a lot with my way of learning and thinking, which is not much of a surprise, right? 😉

I also feel the need to share some thoughts with you and apologize upfront if I miss the point when it is appropriate to stop, when enough is enough.

I can’t even begin to describe my continuous amazement of the complexity of HD system, it’s unimaginable depth and the way it works. Because for the 10 months, I’ve been involved in active study of the system (awfully short time, BTW), I came to realize that the study, the reading of the material, the centers, types, gates, etc… is only the surface, the language of Human design. The actual knowledge comes with experiencing, testing and witnessing how they all work in real life.  So in this context, it would hardly sound surprising that while I was listening and reading about the red & black, tunnels, roads and overpasses, trying to remember the keynotes of the circuitry, on the background of my life during these 6 weeks I’ve learnt a few very practical lessons:

1) finally understood the meaning of “others’ projections” on the 5th line personality;

2) experienced the attraction of the 44th gate, I’m reaching to with my hanging 26.

3) got myself swirled into the whirlpool of strong sacral energy – the biggest danger for addiction for Projectors, and esp. Mental ones – receiving recognition from pure generators with egos, defined through 26-44. I was coming close to the point of burning myself out a couple of weeks ago, committing to and trying to do way more than my body was able to deliver in a terribly short time, only for the sake of this continuous flow of energy and recognition. I came to live the phrase that Projectors are energy parasites. When I’m around these guys I’m totally blind and dump about the needs of my body or anything else, I just want more, more, and more from their energy… I can stay awake all night, thinking, conceptualizing, setting up business plans, to do lists, …. And then you unplug me from the energy source, and I nearly collapsed. This has been a pattern throughout my whole life, but now it came and went away within a few weeks, and I am not burnt out, only wiser, hopefully 🙂

4) witnessed through experience the strong influence of the transits – Sun in gate 50 took me back to past experiences, realizing and taking stock of my responsibilities, clearing old and long-hold grudge and anger…

… perhaps there are a lot of other pieces of learning, growing right now under the surface… Human Design is a long journey to getting to know yourself and others, and I’m happy, yet a little scared, to have joined in…

Thank you, Carol for having me in your class. I wish you all the very best, and if I can I’d continue with the Rave Cartography.”

Sonya

“Carol is a wonderful teacher. She seems so even keeled, knowledgeable, and nothing seems to faze her.  I learned much, and how easy she is to ask even the silliest questions-( in hindsight! ) Her voice resonates with me and her easy way of putting things. Thank you Carol, you are a gem –  the IHDS are fortunate to have you as a teacher, as are us students.”

Jann McPherson